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  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Ip-Od
  • Reading: Classified
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: comedy
I know I don't have many watchers, but I feel like I have to write in here every now and then. Just for writings sake. I'm back from the dead and feel the need to draw again. So draw I do. Once my trip from Philly ends there will be some cardboard sharpie doodles uploaded again. Woopdifuckingdoamirite? So yeah.
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Ip-Od
  • Reading: Classified
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: comedy
I'm thinking of making shirts out of certain doodles. For instance Carl the Flying Hippo. Also like posters and stuff along those lines. Just curious what other people thought.
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Ip-Od
  • Reading: 40 Cases That Changed Psychology
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: comedy
Hmmm... where to begin. Welp. I went to Philadelphia to work for my moms friend. Sadly she didn't have any "real" work for me this summer so i just helped around the studio and her home. During the last week of staying i found myself in her studio just sitting there. I saw a piece of scrap cardboard. I kept staring at it. And starting at it. And than BAM! i picked up a sharpie and began doodling. By the end of those 15 minutes i drew a cerberus guarding a fence of hell. Weird looking cerberus too. Pig head, cat head, dog head. So basically Cerberus's retarded cousin. Upon finishing it i didn't know what to do with it so i decided to leave it at the dark park across the street from my Boss's house. The next day i found the doodle to be gone. Well upon seeing it gone i felt good that someone either a) liked it, b) threw it away. Hell i didn't care. But now i was curious. Would someone take another doodle? Hmmm... Let's find out. This time i found a small 5 inch by 5 inch piece of card board and drew a very creepy dog on it. Creepy head of a dog anyway. I left this on the fence in the dog park when no one was there and went home. By this time i was drawing on cardboard for myself. I found i rather enjoyed it. Maybe i found myself a hobby, eh? Well the next day i found the second doodle to have been taken, happy days.

While at home watching my Boss's mother who has Alzheimer's i got a call on my cell phone. Kathy (My Boss) asked me if i left any of my drawings at the dog park, i tentatively said yes. Well apparently Kathy's friend Karen had taken both doodles and loved them. She wanted to see my other doodles as well. The next morning for breakfast Karen came over and looked at my stuff. She liked one of my doodles so much she said she wanted to add it to the Greyhound Foundations art show in Philly. She also wants to try to sell my stuff. Hearing this i was quite... stunned? I didn't really expect anyone to LIKE what i drew, i just doodled for shits and giggles. Still do, but an odd feeling hearing that. So yeah. A little explanation of the sudden pouring of drawing on here.
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  • Listening to: Ip-Od
  • Reading: Philosophies of many people at once.
  • Watching: Fringe
  • Playing: stuff
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: wisdom
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Ip-Od
  • Reading: Philosophies of many people at once.
  • Watching: Fringe
  • Playing: stuff
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: wisdom
Journal.
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Ip-Od
  • Reading: Philosophies of many people at once.
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing anymore
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: wisdom
I keep having a dream of ways i commit suicide. The only thing that is the same is that written on my suicide note is the same thing at the end. "I'm Done." I don't know why those words confound me. But alas they do and i can't it out of my mind...
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  • Listening to: Ip-Od
  • Reading: The Story of Philosophy
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing anymore
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: wisdom
Well. I got me self a journal thing book. So not only will I be able to remember my thoughts exactly, I'll add more stuff to my bad deviantart yayy. Anyway though, i would like to again ask for your thoughts. Your thoughts are like crack or beer. I need them badly or i go into withdraw and we dont want that do we? So do post some things that you find interesting or even better dislike. I like to analyze such ideas.

And for some personal news that i would like to share is i met up with two amazing artists this week. Brilliant artists. When they die their work shall go for top dollah. Sad that they have to be dead for this to happen though. But that is our sick world. Here be the names of the famous artists i had drinks with:Chuck Connelly (chuckconnelly.com/) and Adam Wallacavage (www.xlr8r.com/features/2008/09…


~"I am free of all prejudice. I hate everyone equally." -W. C. Fields
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Ip-Od
  • Reading: The Story of Philosophy
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: MMORPG
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: wisdom
I am so tired of school crap. Why the hell do we need to know some of this shit? When the hell am i gonna use proofs in my life? sonovabitch!

Anyway I am really surprised that people have viewed this page. Quite a surprise. For those who do read this jargun(?) send me some topics to rant about please. My ideas seem to be on a merry go round.
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  • Reading: Nightwatch
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  • Playing: MMORPG
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  • Drinking: wisdom
I need em. Just topics which i can leech off of to write about.
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  • Reading: Hogfather
  • Watching: Fringe
  • Playing: Guitar Hero
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: wisdom
Hmm i dont know if i should start writing my ignorance or not. Eh what ever.
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  • Reading: "In Cold Blood" and "Brisingr"
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Shtuff
  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: wisdom
<a href=www.whoshouldyouvotefor.com>Who should you vote for?</a>
<table><tr><td>Barack Obama</td><td></td><td></td><td><img src=www.whoshouldyouvotefor.com/qu… border=0 height=15 width=156></td><td>78</td></tr><tr><td>John McCain</td><td>-72</td><td align=right><img src=www.whoshouldyouvotefor.com/qu… border=0 height=15 width=144></td><td></td><td></td></tr></table>You expected: Barack Obama
Your recommendation: Barack Obama

Party: Democratic
Born: 1961, Honolulu, Hawaii
Family: wife and two daughters
Career: Business International Corporation; NYPIRG; attorney and constitutional law lecturer
Political career: Member of the Illinois State Senate from the 13th district, 1997-2004. Incumbent Junior Senator from Illinois since 2005
Hot topic: Universal healthcare
Did you know? He is the only African American currently serving in the US Senate
Supported by: Oprah Winfrey, Eddie Murphy, Will Smith, George Clooney, Halle Berry, Scarlett Johansson, Morgan Freeman, Michael Jordan, Jamie Foxx, Ben Affleck, Matt Damon, Ed Norton, Jennifer Aniston, Zach Braff, John Cleese, Leonard Nimoy and Brooke Shields

  • Mood: Tired
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  • Reading: &quot;God is Not Great&quot;
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  • Eating: thoughts
  • Drinking: wisdom
All i gotta say is for those who like reading and an open mind. I suggest to read "God is not Great" written by the brilliant Christopher Hitchens.
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  • Reading: Kurt Vonegut
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  • Eating: My soul
  • Drinking: Blood
eh ya...i miss my younger years xD

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HI!
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: radio
  • Reading: Impulse
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: My soul
  • Drinking: My tears
Shuld i write in this journal alot?
Should i continue to work in school?
Should i still be friends with my "friends"?
Should i?
I dont know
I never will
Maybe i should stop
Should i go?
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  • Listening to: Doubt &amp; Trust
  • Reading: Impulse i think
  • Watching: nutiin
  • Playing: nuttin
  • Eating: i...i...dk? WTH IS THIS HERE?
  • Drinking: hehe
Why is our world decaying? Why is man the most violent thing I have seen? Why is that, no matter what, we need confrontation and conflict? I do not understand at all and it depresses to see all of this around me. Many things of us humans saddens me, for instance the stupidity that clings to many many MANY people. Why is that there is an air of superiority of us? And for those who believe I only see the bad, please do not respond to this. In all of the news, web, blogs, posts, TV shows, movies, books, and anything else that has ideas and opinions of man inside I will not be swayed against my gloomy mood of man. Also dont give me crap about how i dont "weigh" teh good side. IF you can prove to me that for every good thing there is LESS than about...i dont know.....58 bad things? So dont sway me against my opinion, just tell me YOUR ideas and thoughts.
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Doubt &amp; Trust
  • Reading: Impulse i think
  • Watching: nutiin
  • Playing: nuttin
  • Eating: i...i...dk? WTH IS THIS HERE?
  • Drinking: hehe
You know i was thinking. What a surprise i know. For someone like me to think. Funny concept really, but anyway. Why? Why do we feel? Why do we hate? Why do we love? I've been wondering this and wondering on how we get these feelings. For those who dont know i dont believe in a god so dont try to preach me with "God Gave us thi" or "god gave us that". no....and well thats what i was thinking.